Pretty Fantasies and Spiritual Shamelessness
Imagine for a moment the perplexing and heartbreaking story of an unfaithful husband who brings candy and flowers home to his wife after a day of cheating. You wonder why he would not just keep the candy and flowers, and just stop the cheating.
I once knew a woman whose husband had been cheating on her for months. She had no idea. One day it all came to light and it was shattering and painful. All those birthday presents, valentines, Christmas gifts…What did they really mean now? Lie upon lie, so much deception. Now she knew the truth: that his heart was given to another. Finally, thankfully, when it all came to light (and it inevitably does), he “came clean,” asking for her forgiveness. The good news about this story is, in a supreme act of grace, she gave him another chance. It took many years, however, to heal both of them. So very often, sin leaves the deepest of its scars on the sinner.
It is tragic to hear a story like that one. But don’t think it is any less tragic when we are habitually unfaithful to God.
I would like to share some thoughts from the Book of Jeremiah.
I don’t think God likes it when we saunter back into His presence casually thinking that He will always overlook our sin. This was true in the case of the nation of Israel, in Jeremiah’s day. They had gone “whoring” (God’s words, not mine; check out the entire Book of Hosea), and now they came to the Lord nonchalantly, wanting to return and saying, “My Father, Friend from my youth, don’t be angry” (Jeremiah 3:4–5).
The Israelites had offended God and He had seen right through the pretense of their shallow confessions. He states very calmly, sadly, “This is how you talk, but you do all the evil you can” (Jeremiah 3:5 NIV).
Listen ladies, sin’s subtle deception is the one that is perpetrated on our own hearts. All the pretty fantasies and religious words we may say mean nothing to God if in our hearts we continue to cherish and hide ungodly behavior.
We may fool others; most likely we are trying to fool ourselves, but God is not convinced. Today, let’s “come clean,” label our sin (whatever form it takes) for what it is. I challenge you to use the old-fashioned biblical words for sin when you confess to God: thief, drunkard, fornicator, idolater, glutton, sloth! Shocking, I know, but we need to be shocked by our heart’s capacity to sin.
So let’s stop all the pretense and self-deception. Don’t think nostalgically that because you once had a vibrant relationship with the Lord, it will somehow compensate for your present coldness and disregard for sin.
Hear what God says: “I will be merciful and not be angry forever.” But first, we must “return, faithless Israel…acknowledge your guilt, that you rebelled…and that you have not obeyed” (Jeremiah 3:12–13 NIV). May God remove the blindness we have to our own sin, so we can then truly rejoice in His love and forgiveness.
Lord, help me to search my heart, and see if I have taken advantage of Your grace and mercy. Convict me of my sins, however big or small they may be in my eyes. Help me see how I have offended You. Resensitize my conscience, and help me forsake evil altogether. Have mercy on me and give me a humble and contrite heart.
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Elizabeth | April 12, 2012
Yes!!! Please pray for me, I have lost my first love. When I first became a Christian on 12/11/1970, I was listening to Billy Graham. He said these words, "You can know Jesus Christ personally". He gave me such a hunger to know Him and be in the Word. I lost interest in tv and all I wanted was to be with the Lord. Somehow I got caught up in the cares of life. I realize where I am and I want to get back to how it was when I first started.
Mary Lee | April 26, 2012
Thanks Cathe for writing that story about the unfaithful husband. I myself went through the pain of infedelity for four years. My husband walked out on me twice saying he wasn't "happy" but never said why. Finally on his second return I pulled it out of him and he admitted his lusting and sexual affair only (so he said). I just happened that the girl was younger than our youngest daughter. He wanted to run away but I made him face it and with GOD's grace and lots of Christian counseling we are piecing our marriage back together. It was funny because before I knew anything was going on I was walking my dog and heard very clearly "You have many hurdles to cross, I will be with you all the way". I had no idea what that meant until now. GOD has told me over and over to have patience (which is difficult) and I am trusting that our future is in GOD's hands.
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Tiffany Jonker | April 13, 2012
Great article Cathe. I am so thankful for God's mercy, grace, gift of restoration in our lives.
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Carrie | April 17, 2012
Amen and Amen! Beautifully said! Praising Jesus! :)
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Uduak | April 20, 2012
Hello Cathe, The Lord has been faithful in His tender mercy to me. I always look forward to doing His commandments. Thanks, I am blessed.
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Alex | April 25, 2012
Cathe, It's as if you are speaking to me at this time. My husband and I hit a bump on our road to forever. I am trying so hard to forgive and give this to the Lord. We have talked and I want to forgive, but it is so difficult to forget. We are currently working on trust. Thank you for your words! They help :)
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Gertrude | April 26, 2012
God bless you Cathe. That's my prayer, that God could uproot all that is not in line with His purposes in my life. I desire to worship Him in spirit and in truth and hate being a habitual sinner. Thanks Cathe, you have been speaking to me.
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Pamela | April 26, 2012
Cathe I am so blessed by "Virtue for Women." I really appreciate your encouragement to honor God with all our hearts. Thank you for taking the time to make this available. I've been looking for an online resource such as this. May we grow in love with Jesus more and more each day.
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Lennie | April 27, 2012
It's amazing how our God works. My husband also had an affair when he was working out of state. Thankfully my daughter had urged me to come to Harvest with them. I re-dedicated my life, went to the crusade at Angel Stadium, and I was so filled with the Holy Spirit I wanted to burst. As I told my husband about my joy I should have noticed his lack of understanding and interest. God revealed his indiscretion to me and of course my husband was in denial. To make a long story short, God had prepared me for this devastation. I knew I could lean into Him for strengh and guidance. He never left me. I followed God's urging and forgave my husband and got him to come to church with me. He also re-dedicated his life and after a men's retreat with his church, he came and apologized for his actions. We still have minor problems, but the Lord walks us through all of them together. This experience, although hurtful, has made me stronger. I know I can face anything because God is always with me!
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Jennifer | April 27, 2012
I have to say that prayer in the end (of the story) can be scary! Do I really want to know all of my sins and make them obvious? I know God will show me and that is scary in the fact that I feel like I can't handle all of that pressure. I know that it might sound a bit ridiculous, but that is how I think sometimes. I trust the Lord with all my heart and I think I will say that prayer soon and mean it with all of my heart. Until then I guess I will figure out why I am so scared to say that prayer.
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Renee | April 27, 2012
Thank you for reminding me to call sin what it is. I hate what goes on inside me, and I hate the tendency I have to want to excuse it. Thank you for being faithful to tell me the truth. I may hate facing it, but if I face it trusting God to help me overcome and cleanse me of it, I will be so much better in the end.
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Julia Rose | May 1, 2012
Dear Cathe,
My husband wears those deep scars. We have been re-married now 3 wonderful years in the Lord, but at times when we're ministering to couples I can hear the regret of his past in his voice, but see the light of the Lord in his eyes. My father-in-law, who is a non-believer, just celebrated his 50th Wedding Anniversary and he pulled me to the side during the celebration and asked me why am I with his son after all he did and I lovingly told him that " I love your son!" "and Jesus loves me the same way!" The Lord helped us to build-up our trust and now I have my faithful partner by my side. I used to always ask for the Lord to give me a heart like His. Forgiving my husband the way the Lord has forgiven me, I believe that is having a heart like His. :)
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Elva | May 1, 2012
I accepted the Lord 30 years ago. I met my husband, he accepted the Lord and began to attend church with me. My pastor was not happy with him because he was a new Christian. I married this man and in my mind I felt that I could still stay true to Jesus. We attended both Catholic and Christian churches. I lost my personal relationship with the Lord. I still loved Him very much, but my joy had left me. I allowed the world to begin to affect me. I was not strong. I started to drink, not much, but I did. I stopped attending Christian church and I began to attend the Catholic church. Six years ago we moved, and I taught at a school that was one hour away. During the drive I listened to Steve Mays, John MacArthur and Chuck Swindoll on the radio. We visited Calvary Southbay and have been there ever since. My husband, myself and our daughter were baptized on 4/1/2012. I remember Pastor Greg, when he was single. Now he is a grandpa!
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Wendi | May 9, 2012
Another sleepless night seeking God. He wakes me up and gives me answers to my prayer. Infidelity, I wonder how it ever got so far? Now with my sister and her family facing this same thing my heart is broken. I still have hope that God could turn it all around in an instant. Thank you Lord for sharing through Cathe.
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Mimi | June 7, 2012
What if is it's the woman who is the unfaithful one and her husband is the victim of infidelity? Now-a-days women are becoming more and more unfaithful in their marriages. And I am one of them. Shamefully so, I have broken my covenant with God and husband. What now?
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Shannon | January 25, 2013
I listen to your husband every morning on my way into work...amazing! I have been struggling terribly over the past 3 weeks with this very issue. My boyfriend came to me on Jan 2nd confessing that he had allowed sexual sin to take over this last summer when he was in California at the Dream Center on a mission trip with church. I am struggling terribly because I don't know how to swallow this confession. I forgive the act and pray that the Lord continues to convict him for that sin, but my heart is dying inside. I am feeling so much pent up anger towards the young woman who boldly asked him to leave me for her. She lives here in Colorado as well which makes it even harder to handle. The trust is broken and I don't know what to do...stuck in my sin!
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